She started stroking his own hair, slender fingers moving strings ask Yingyingchuochuo shaking in the sunlight like a hair slide, and then slide his face. Man's face is sharp oval face, because the thin, two large eyes from the past a bit too little, which always makes cartoons seen reminds Jing Man of course, much more glamorous than it should. Her nose is small and upright, lips like a sip of water the petals usually full. Jing knew that she should be the most like her lips, she often pointed the finger with a sweep of lips gently, like in the morning floating in the water brought from one of the most charming water lily light. Then her hand down to touch her neck, her slender neck and delicate, which makes her have the qualifications to do an elegant swans, so every day, rehearsing proud. Yes, she still shoulders flat and thin, tall and straight and full in the chest, slim waist and slender legs. She carefully in the mirror admiring their graceful curves, Jing see her smug smile.
Jing just entering puberty often face attached to the keyhole on the observation of her mother. She watched her dance in front of the mirror, watching her slowly take off their clothes, the mirror looked more closely examine their own carcass, she saw she laughed heartily. That moment, Jing too often because of her actions and too narcissistic laughter and a sense of loss, it was her mother? She is a beautiful fairy, or a flirtatious witch?
see when Jing revel in their beauty Man, always felt a palpitation. Man Jing loss of beauty that, because she is so ugly. Who will set an ugly situation in the infinite humble, Jing know.
Jing was born just a normal kid when you look, but then became worse and worse. And father, grandmother, and she is very fat. It was a puzzling thing, no matter how bad she was eating, and even starvation, have been fat down, like a big bread to be blisters. Do not feel anything when I was young, my grandmother always like to Jing in my arms, she said, holding jing very warm. Jing grew later, the adolescent's development of her body is a fatal blow, she becomes more obese. And, most frightening thing is that since the 3rd Street was admitted to the peach, she began to binge eating after another. Sometimes people are like
into a big circle around, repeating again and again thing. And in this repetition consumption and damage. Like Jing Tao Li first came to the 3rd Street that night, her insomnia. She went to see the keyhole after sleep, and then she would feel extremely hungry, so dashed downstairs to open the refrigerator and ate everything. From then on it became her get out of the loop. Many nights, she could not sleep, as the magma inside the general to boiling hot. Jing told himself, this time, you absolutely can not get out of bed, can not walk out the door, you give me obediently to bed, baby ... ... she even sleep with his hand clutching the knees, not to down bed. But she gradually tired, Flanagan Bengzhi nerves slowly relaxed, and at this time, the body has finally fled the spirit of control. She sat up to look at Proton, and then left out of bed, sleepwalking usually out of the door, if you hear a small voice, she will be there to look at the keyhole. She asked herself, do you want to see? What you really want to see? Quickly back to bed.
girl finally posted his eyes above the keyhole. When she again see the light Shining ambiguous light of the carcass, the heart will suddenly tighten as usual, business as usual will soon bounce back, turn around and ran to the downstairs. But this has become a habit, as if one has been clubbed in the tepid waters insignificant fish, must be excited about a harsh cold to wake up over and become active again. Yes, the next action must be, she ran downstairs to see things just want to forget, so she began to feel extremely hungry. Body such as the well is dry, like digging holes. The wind in her sturdy body shuttle, spells in general, she will surrender. Her body and will split again. Will find the body in almost cried, please, go back, not to run the refrigerator there, go back to the room! But now her body is already a heart of stone. It is so strong, there is no time to volume growth was the strength of this resistance, the body is like a tornado-like, rushed to the front of the refrigerator. Jing already know all this time exhortations are in vain. She opened the refrigerator door, and inside the lights and air-conditioning paste living face of her tears. Jing painfully close your eyes and deeply inhaled air. This refrigerator for her, than a large freezer storage of the dead but also terrible, but she is in the poison, who is holding her, so she can not do this? She finally began to reach out and grab something to eat inside the refrigerator.
peach Street from large supermarkets or country markets some distance, so the family will always be under some food reserves. Jing'll eat them all. There have been several, Lu Yi Jing cold want to stop, so what is not stored in the refrigerator to eat snacks, Jing actually eating the celery with leaves, and chunks of frozen raw fish. That is probably the most uncomfortable one. Jing thinking about eating some of their animals to eat, like a pathetic low-level animals. Lu Yi Jing so cold that he sad, eyebrows Organisation with, squat body and gently asked the girl sitting on the ground, you sick? Jing said, a little bit. Jing admitted that she played down the seriousness of the matter, in fact, her feelings have not. Frozen fish is resurrected in the stomach, is Yaoshou wagging tail to set her to death. She reduced the ground shaking. Lu Yi Han will be picked up by her - she was so heavy that she regretted her eating the same food as junk,cheap UGG boots, so heavy they made her, made her ashamed. He went to the second floor gets tough to hold her, put her on the bed and gently told her that would be fine. I believe these are only temporary.
Jing landing lying in bed looking frightened, cold Plaza. He added that there is always a child is not a very unusual order of the day, this is because psychological growth too fast, the body has not kept pace, so that some disorders.
you can tell me something bad, I'm your Lu Shushu. Finally, he gently places Jing Fu Fu said before the messy hair. He sat Jing
bed, told her to take good sleep. Jing fear he may be gone, finally found the courage, with two hands, clasped his arm, let his hand back close to her face. His hand has a delicate fragrance, reminded her of a mountain stream in spring water, bubbling to flowing.
Jing gradually fall sleep. In this way, one long sleep and never wake up.
After that, Lu Yi cold storage or in the refrigerator to eat some of Jing can be directly and easily digestible food. Every two days alone, he would purchase a lot of driving to the supermarket Jing favorite food in the fridge, which became his own habits, and Mann never talk about. However, Jing did not get better soon, gluttony has haunted her, and about a week there will always be one or two.
Lu Yi Jing heard on Cold Man said, go get her. In fact, this is the Jing-long thought to do. The Man does not like children, not to mention still nothing so ugly child. Man is often covered with silk and satin gown in the early morning hours down the stairs to check the kitchen. If she found the refrigerator and empty, to at once fled like rabbits caught the tail of the general proud, her way towards the bathroom - she knew every Jing always hide in the bathroom after binge eating over and over again to take a bath. Teng pushed her to look at the bathroom door and saw sitting in the bath Jing, huddled, terrified at her. She began to panic the girls roared -
she would say: You see you putting on airs! Why I gave birth to you,UGG boots clearanc, really a joke!
she would say: You last generation is starving it? I am just to get reincarnated, I know to eat!
she would say: You live what is the point? Is to eat you!
... ...
Man's words are not wrong, Jing's no sense living looks like, she does not even like her mother. The Queen on the beautiful ugly civet cats give birth to a legend, Jing began to suspect it is true.
Jing gradually become insensitive from the initial panic. She said that if Mann gradually produced antibodies. Finally, she can do her mother yelled at her when the performance was exceptionally quiet, to uphold lifted the bath water to pour over his body, the sound of Raining Cats and the water that does not sound crazy woman then so terrible.
finally have the time, Mann was angered Jing's casual, step across to the tub in front of her, clutching Jing's hair as for fish caught from the water like her out. Jing messy hair and eyes to see through the Man's face, goes on beautiful and flawless face was angry heavily sprayed red paint on a layer of muddy, has become particularly ferocious, and Jing as if her mother can feel like a inflatable balloon inflation in general, it seems about to burst. Jing suddenly laughed. She felt that Man was ridiculous at the moment, she is so ugly, she is no longer beautiful, she can not be as proud of is so despised himself. This is such a thing to celebrate ah. Jing smiled then, his throat hoarse because of last night's gluttony is, when the issue of open mouth smile Kaka voice, like a rusty tin dolls. Man did not expect no resistance Jing Su actually laughed so joyous, but also called her in their own time. She held out her hand, struck the girl's arm, and splash. Jing ignore the red handprint on the arm and continue to Kaka to laugh. Women zheng zhu, and began to beat blasted, let her shut up. Jing beat her in the stomach, the stomach Jing also Zhangde the bulging of gluttony last night, she beat beat up to play on it, is this pain. Jing expect it to blow off a little faster we go, she became the water of debris, it will never have this torture cycle. Jing has always been laughing. Man has been playing, not getting the effort, put the head Jing heavily pressed by the water, try again later. Jing buried in the water, the heart is numb, careless resistance, because she knows he is in the insanity of the hollow men,UGGs, this cycle of consumption in the process of growing up, and finally aging. If so brutal, the outcome can be expected to continue for why she lives. Never let her sleep in the bottom can not afford a long, colorful coral like flowers in general, grow in an elegant, fixed in one place. No longer do the things that madness and despair.
Jing twelve years old, the first with the idea of suicide. She may not think of death, she just wants one she can be covered or wrapped up in her place, she no longer bare red against all the suffering.
So when the Man in the bottom at the time of Jing, Jing, and no resistance, but quietly in the bottom big mouth drinking water. She would choke dead. The dead of the pathway is far from the girl's foot lead. She seemed to see her father and grandmother, they used a serene look at her, she seems to picked up.
When Man Jing at the bottom of the time, she forgot his identity is the mother. She has finally been released long suppressed, a pleasure born from the heart. In fact, Mann did not think the relationship between her and the Jing to the point where it will be bad. Jing has just admitted she was born, she had hated her then, and even viciously cursed her. She was in his early twenties, so young spoiled, full of bright hopes for the future. But the arrival of this child, as if suddenly made between heaven and earth upside down, she was put on the road of decline. First, the position lost the lead dancer, she became a face pregnancy spots, loose skin, women, men's eyes have been filtered out of her. She had fear of the mirror, afraid to look at his appearance, did not dare to take a bath, a shameless piece of scar like a man for god's mouth, wickedly ridiculed her. And then her husband and her mother to take care of all transferred to the Jing's body,Discount UGG boots, she was like a deserted wife. Jing so she hated to cry, cry as if afraid that some people forget, be sure to get attention, to arouse the love and affection. Man that these are false, are against her for her bad luck means. She plunged into a war with a baby. When the hearts of anger to the extreme, she will vent in the child's body, she is the root of the disaster.
When Jing grew up, Mann has gradually resumed its former beauty, but she still did not get the position of lead dancer, she regained every point is so difficult. And she began to face a new world, the young woman's world. When Mann was a girl, she did not feel they have less poverty. She was young and beautiful, but also good at dancing, which for a girl, it was already too abundant. However, when she was getting into the ranks of the young woman, she found, turned out to be so young and beautiful light vague, but not a blink of an eye, and to anti-aging solution is worked tirelessly to pay for this care and money. Emerged out of her eyes is expensive cosmetics, mink coat, luxury car ... ... and what a great money. Therefore, the hearts of Man has a new anger, when she could not suppress, she has out on the body Jing - Jing is a turning point in her life, since she has been declining, more and more powerless. The resentment that she could not calmly went to her little daughter, can not be intimate with her.
Man gradually discovered that her vision of Jing is not as gentle, she is a heart full of rebellion and hatred of girls. Man had seen in her dressing table Jing long wandering, took her perfume spray in his body. Through the mirror, Mann saw the moment Jing expression, it is a proud smile, a smile of revenge. Man suddenly surprised mind: her daughter, but only five or six years old, has grown into an evil threatening the girl. She finally understand that this girl had planted too deep in the hearts of hate, fear that sooner or later to fully counter-offensive and revenge. The girl's heart toward her completely, but rather goes against the students with her. Man felt the fear. At this point, no longer can bridge between them possible. Man to Jing
When pressed on the bottom, she had a trace of pleasure because of abuse. Jing She does not have to suffer, just want to know the exact fact: She can control the Jing. At the bottom of her moves, but also like a test, Mann knows the hearts of hatred Jing has always buried very deep, never show. She tried to extract that hate, it should fire to the most prosperous. But she did not want to get their decisive, she would only hold the hands of Jing, beginning to tremble. She suddenly felt pity Jing - she died if this, then this was to go in life, what does she get? She is nothing of the child, even if quietly disappeared, there are few people care about it. Man suddenly felt very lonely, the child she loved the last one in the world, she has been fighting with her, as for the music, also sent a lot of time. Man Jing even subconsciously want to be strong, and she really fight. Yes, this child who has a strong vitality, she is bound to grow, is bound to fight back, Man to be thought for a moment that the process of warm, feel the intensity of life. She let go a little bit hand, waiting for their break up Jing. Jing does not commit suicide so she concluded that she is tenacious vitality.
fact, it is but a period of time in seconds of the meager. But for Man and Jing, it was like for many years. In the bottom of the Jing thought he would quickly lose consciousness, she will re-back this world that way, back to quiet the dense humid place, wash away all the memories. Jing is still strong, but the perception - not the body perceived suffocation, but good things come to mind for a long time Mi hate. She could not become as peaceful as one would be dead, nothing left for all the world, no cares for. She attached to this world, she cares for her mother, because her heart so strong hate. Man at the moment such a move will no doubt be pushed to the extreme hate, Jing only two options, either to do Man's defeated men, have been her moment of death by pressing, suppressed; or against, she should hate turned into strength .
Finally, all the strength Jing drilled out from the water, out of her hands Man tightly Guzhu - this is the choice of Jing. Jing suddenly stood up from the tub, splashing water drops. She has been a great effort girls, now she is a mad lion hair. Mann also feel relieved, she really extract the Jing of the hate, she has not mistaken, this will not commit suicide Jing. But she was Miss Au King-emitting surface of the water demonstrated that explosive moment startled. At once she had a bit of remorse, because she knew that Jing will be more powerful, no longer as willing to subject her before this moment.
Jing blasted open man, out of Bath, running for the door. However, in the bathroom door, saw the small Zhuo Jing. Do not know how long he stood there, his face very painful, it must be seen to impose on her the violence in Bangkok. Jing Zhuo intently watching a small, she Henlang Bei, she is wild. She is a nuclear power. Cho was a strange little suction, full of power from nuclear Fengyun, feeling like there is no heart iron man, finally found a jump in the heart. However, passing a small
Jing Zhuo eyes, but it is sad - she knew he could not understand her, not able to assist her. She is a person, she always is a human. Zhuo Jing small severely grazed side, stumbled upstairs.
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